I know. I know. It's been almost a year since I've blogged, but y'all I been through some business!! First off, I fell in love...twice! In the past year. I was diagnosed with general anxiety disorder, I went to the ER with a panic attack. I mean, life has been crazy!! LOL But life is good, you know I always maintain the positive.
Okay, let's start with the love thingy. The first guy, OMG he was so sexy, like everything about him from voice to hair was sexy, even his name was sexy!! But he was a douche and I didn't even like him. I mean the first two weeks we worked together he was awesome and that's when I fell in love with him, but the third week he changed and was just mean and a jerk. So it was a real weird feeling being in love with someone, but not liking them.
The second guy, I was so in love with him, and he with me, and then I don't know what happened but HE ALSO just became a douche and became hateful. See a pattern here? Maybe it's me. In any case, I'm not in love with either of them anymore, but I do think about the first guy from time to time. We haven't talked in quite awhile.
Okay, so the anxiety thing. I can't drive anymore. LOL It's weird, like I was getting anxiety attacks while driving, so I got rid of my car and now I take public transportation, and I'm so much better. I mean I think I can drive rental cars, but owning a car is not for me right now. I know it's weird.
Hmm what else? Oh the job thing, I did a lot of IT contracting this past year and I really enjoyed it, I learned a lot of new skill sets. However, I am up for a perm job which is kind of perfect. It's in healthcare (I've been working in IT healthcare basically for the past two years)and it's for a Native American business. So we shall see. Hope to hear more this week about an interview.
Okay about the song. I heard it on an Acura commercial, and fell in love with it. Enjoy! :) peace