Monday, November 8, 2010


Well I made it through finals last week, the tech final was grueling to say the least! I did (for yet another term) manage to keep my 4.0 (unofficially) and I think I'm getting burnt out on school. Not the work but the people. Stoner Joshua was supposed to come back today, I text him last night, he never responded and I didn't see his car at school this morning. Hottie, hmmm, hottie is kinda getting on my nerves because I'm not sure where he's coming from. Like one day we're hell cool and then I wont' hear from him for 3 days. Like I saw him this morning and he was all happy and giddy but I was kinda cold to him because I wasn't awake and I just wanted to get to my new class and get a good seat. I think he only has one class today (I'm on a 2 1/2 hour break myself) so I text him when I got in my car because I didn't see his car and I have yet to hear back from him. Maybe he didn't get the response from he wanted this morning? I dunno but it's exhausting, don't get me wrong hottie is hot and we have a good time, but that's all I feel for him. I'm glad I only have him in one class twice a week this term. Hot Tech Teach gave me full credit for my virtual labs, even though I didn't finish them, so that was cool. Pierced won't be back to school until next term but I'm glad he's coming back. He'll be behind me now though. And I was hoping in my new classes there would be some cool people but so far, it's pretty much the same people I've had in my classes since I started. I have some tech guys in my first class that are getting ready to start their second year and they are kind of loud but oh well. I'm not really awake in first so I took an easy class that I probably could have tested out of. So just all kinds of things going on in my head at the moment and I'm questioning if I can make it til May (end of my first year and then I'm employable in my field and switch to nights for second year) because some days, I just don't know. On the other side of things, excellent hair day. ;) peace


  1. Sounds stressful.!
    Everything will be fine:)
    I believe in you :)

  2. It's hard to deal with folks who run hot and cold like your hottie. Some people are just like that, and we just have to decide if it's worth the bother or what our expectations are with those types.

    You will make it to May. Just keep telling yourself that this stress will pass and will be nothing but a vague memory a few months/years from now.

  3. @Sylvia, thank you! :)

    @Eyre yeah,like do I really want to be his friend or not? Not sure after our lunch today, he said if he won the lottery and didn't have to work he would just do drugs all day every day. I asked him if he was serious and he said yes. Really? That's so pathetic.

  4. Hon, I'm not going to tell you what to do, but I have to say that it seems like you are in two very different places maturity-wise.