Happy Friday~!

Ok, I apologize, it has been awhile since I have blogged or at least blogged anything personal, so let me do that now. As I think I mentioned in an earlier blog that I have an auntie who has cancer and it's spread to her brain, it's terminal and we are talking months. So I have been helping out taking her to her radiation appointments and then staying with her until someone from the family comes home so she isn't alone. I will be moving in with her and my cousin end of this month. The job has picked up and I've been so busy with work, I don't fight it anymore like I used to. I used to wonder why the hell am I at Intel when I would rather do something else? I know now..because of the availability to work remotely, to work my from Aunts house when she is sleeping and I can log on and do what I need to do. My whole job is in my Intel laptop, so when it was down on Friday and Monday of this past week, it really sucked because I was lost and I couldn't work. I went into the office...but still...couldn't do anything. So I guess that is my reason for being there, because it works for what is going on in my life. I'm cool with that. Oh, you may have read awhile ago that my best friend has cancer, um turns out..he didn't you can read more here, yeah it sucks but I'm not concentrating on that now. I have to focus on other things at the moment. Other than that, I'm good... anxiety is down, no panic attacks, no anxiety attacks but still have the bad heartburn. I will try to keep up and I hope you all are well. More soon! ;-) peace