Abs

So I have to move in a couple months, I'm okay with that, everything runs it's course. I'm  probably going back in to a hotel, until at least May when I graduate my first year and am employable. I'm looking forward to it because I can start working out again! Sit ups! Normally I pat my stomach and it sounds like a drum, um, not so much anymore! lol So until then, enjoy these drum stomachs! ;) peace

Beautiful

Was a great day at school, great night of football and Tweeting. Now watching The Event. I have so much homework and a test this week but I'm confident. I don't think Stoner Joshua will make it through the program but I'm hoping he does, I'm used to him sitting next to me and making me laugh. Hottie, still getting to know him, he's cool and he's kinda funny too...in his own way. Will need to probably move back into a hotel soon but I'm not tripping and thinking positive. More on that later. Enjoy! ;) peace

Update: Life

So no more living in a hotel for me. :) I have a friend who has a 32 yr old niece (Jodi) who is mentally disabled and is probably mentally at the 13 yr old level. She has a 17 month old little girl (Katherine) and he is a truck driver who does the long hauls. Well he had to fire his former caregiver (drugs) and he asked me if I wanted to take over. I can still work a full time job, she's very independent and takes care of her baby. He would just feel more comfortable with someone being there in the evenings. Free room and board and I get a free gym membership! Everything fell into place as he made the offer the day I found out there were no more unemployment extensions. He lives within walking distance of the school I want to go and that I had spent time researching as far as IT programs (how serendipitous is that!) , Target (my favorite store), Boston Market (do you know how rare those are?!) and bunch of other places I can apply or shop at. So, I've been here a week now and it's working out pretty good. Whenever I say something positive like that, I tend to jinx it so, on the negative note (to be fair) they have a dog named Billy who is a mess! lol I adore him but he's a big dog and he tracks mud in and he eats people food, off your plate if you're not careful! So when Chris is here (a day here a day there) Billy eats well. When Chris isn't here, he eats dog food or nothing at all and he knows better than to be in the kitchen while I'm cooking or begging if we're eating!

Oh and I'm not looking for a full time job, because I signed up for school to go full time. :) Hoping to get an AA (to start with) in IT and yes, it's at the school within walking distance. So I'm looking for something part time until classes start in August and then just work part time until I'm done with my first year. So fingers crossed I'll hear confirmation from my school this week that I'm in.

So yeah, as usual even when it seems it's not, life is Wonderful. ;) peace

p.s. This is Sir, he rules the backyard! I think there are 6 tortoises but he's the biggest. ;)

Things are a changing...

...no more hotel living. More to come later. If this makes no sense, read this. Unpacking at the moment. ;) peace

Hotness

Nothing new going on, still looking for work, living in a hotel...same ol same ol. Oh a guy did knock on my door yesterday and asked if I smoked crystal! Yup, that's my life. LOL
Oh and I don't!! Drugs are bad, if you're a regular reader you know my sister is a meth addict. Enjoy some hotness, I need a hot guy fix today!
Enjoy! ;) peace

Hotel Living

Why am I homeless and living in a hotel (when I can)? I've got some emails asking, so let me explain. :) In January of 2008 I moved out of where I was living and moved in with my aunt and cousin because she had just been diagnosed with terminal cancer and I wanted to help out. My cousin lost his dad to cancer years earlier and I didn't want him to go through this alone. So I moved in and helped out with her care, she passed in February and I had promised her I would make sure her son was taken care of and I would be there for him. My cousin is 35 but never did anything for himself, his mom or a girlfriend did everything for him. It was difficult, first I had to get him off weed, be there through the grieving process (I put mine off and it hit me months later) and basically teach him how to be an adult. In June of 2008 my contract position with Intel ended and I found another position in a city about 100 miles away, with no place to live (my cousin was losing the house)and not sure if the job would go perm and with no end date on the contract, I took it and rented a hotel room. Been in one ever since and I still had to commute back to Sacramento on the weekends and work with my cousin, he lost the house and I had to help him look for an apartment, show him how to pay bills, get his his own cell phone contract, etc... I've never wanted kids and that is exactly why, I can't imagine being a parent to a toddler much less a grown ass man! He's my cousin though and I love him and I kept my promise to his mom. He's doing good now, he's working, he's clean and has his own apartment and even though I still get like 4 phone calls a day with him freaking out, he's on his way to independence. So the position I took, didn't work out, so I took another contract position in another city and once again, back to renting a hotel room and that's been the cycle since. I just got laid off from that job and so now I'm on unemployment, looking for work and just trying to accept the wonderful parts of life, because they are there. ;) peace