Monday, December 31, 2007

Happy New Year!

I am so glad this year is going to be over, a lot has happened and I'm glad it's going to be over. I have had to let go of a couple friends, I have an Aunt who is not doing well with cancer and yet I am still doing well and I still look forward to the new year. I hope everyone is doing well and I wish everyone a very good New Years!!

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Merry Christmas!!

I hope everyone has a great Holiday! Thanks for reading my silly random thoughts, my attempts at trying to sound like I know what I'm talking about! I could care less about all that, I hope who ever reads this...just has a great Holiday!! ;-) peace

Thursday, December 20, 2007

Battle at Kruger

End of year is upon us so now it's time for all the best and worrst of this and that for the year 2007. Well this video was on a "most popular" list, I have never seen it, but it's actually quite amazing!! Enjoy!

Friday, December 14, 2007

Happy Friday~!

Ok, I apologize, it has been awhile since I have blogged or at least blogged anything personal, so let me do that now. As I think I mentioned in an earlier blog that I have an auntie who has cancer and it's spread to her brain, it's terminal and we are talking months. So I have been helping out taking her to her radiation appointments and then staying with her until someone from the family comes home so she isn't alone. I will be moving in with her and my cousin end of this month. The job has picked up and I've been so busy with work, I don't fight it anymore like I used to. I used to wonder why the hell am I at Intel when I would rather do something else? I know now..because of the availability to work remotely, to work my from Aunts house when she is sleeping and I can log on and do what I need to do. My whole job is in my Intel laptop, so when it was down on Friday and Monday of this past week, it really sucked because I was lost and I couldn't work. I went into the office...but still...couldn't do anything. So I guess that is my reason for being there, because it works for what is going on in my life. I'm cool with that. Oh, you may have read awhile ago that my best friend has cancer, um turns out..he didn't you can read more here, yeah it sucks but I'm not concentrating on that now. I have to focus on other things at the moment. Other than that, I'm good... anxiety is down, no panic attacks, no anxiety attacks but still have the bad heartburn. I will try to keep up and I hope you all are well. More soon! ;-) peace

Friday, December 7, 2007

Reba Mcentire

So it's Friday and it was a rough week, so I'm just flipping thru channels and I see CMT has this Giants special and it's Reba...ok this special aired months ago but as usual, I'm behind. So I love me some Reba, I like her music and I like her TV I watch it and can I say Kelly Clarkson sang her ass off!! damn. So I hear all these songs that Reba sang being sung by others and it's all good, but something is missing. I don't know what it is...but then the end of the show arrives....and this was it. Who can't relate to Fancy? Who?! We all can at some point...well some of us....for those of us from the wrong side of the tracks. Hmmm..maybe even those of us more privileged, in any case, enjoy this live performance from Reba singing Fancy! ;-) peace

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

Happy Hump Day! The Lair a queer show on Here! it's in my Netflix queue and it really is kind of bad, but with the potential to be better. The best actor in the show..? Colton Ford...who is Colton Ford? an ex gay porn star....granted...he's hot...but did you know he can sing? and sing his ass off!! Here are a couple videos, I think he could use a little tweaking and little training but come take on No One by Alicia Keys and sound decent??!! That's damn good! Oh wait, back to his acting...really...he is the best actor on the he's believable! I mean the other actors you're thinking "quit trying!" but with Colton, he's like a pro...not sure if he's done other stuff but he is the most convincing.
Enjoy and Happy Hump Day!


Thursday, November 29, 2007

Crazy Wedding Dance!

Hey all, sorry for not posting for a auntie has cancer and while it's not a shock because she's had it for awhile and been doing great, it has spread to her brain.
So been busy with taking her to treatments, and staying with her when no one is home, I'm so glad I can work remotely!! So yeah, been a bit strenuous for sure.
So, I keep watching this video because it's awesome, it's cool and it makes me laugh and smile each time I watch it! lol, hope everyone is well!

Thursday, November 22, 2007

Happy Thanksgiving!!

I hope everyone had a great holiday! I did and I ate sooooo much, and had a great day with my parents! Since I couldn't find any hot men posing next to turkeys.... *I* thought, how about hot men FROM Turkey...oh yea, that's how I roll. ;-) peace

Monday, November 19, 2007

Sunday, November 18, 2007

Search Update

Ok I could have taken care of this awhile ago, but I just now did. The Google Search engine at the bottom of the page had the wrong URL in there, I fixed that. So now you can scroll down and click the radio button for my site and type in um...I dunno... Joseph Sayers and it will open a new window with all my posts of my husband to be. The thing is, if you come back to my blog and try another search, you'll have to refresh the, stay at the search page that opened up and you can do more searches, like Songs of Sunday or Happy Hump Day. :-) Soooo should have fixed that awhile ago, my bad!!

Songs of Sunday

In reference to my previous post, I love this song!! Hope everyone has a great week and a Happy Thanksgiving (you know how lazy I am, just in case I don't post before then!) but I'll try! ;-) peace

Thursday, November 15, 2007

It's finally happened...

...I am so old now, that I was doing a search to download some Depeche Mode and in one of the results, was "I just can't get enough (the Gap Commercial)" *sigh* music is now being referenced as a commercial...for the younguns who have never heard (nor danced) to the original. When it was played at the "alternative" One Step Beyond in San Jose, CA. Anyone ever heard of it? It was (as they say these days) The Shit. Dang, I must have been 19 when I first went there, oh I was the total alternative boy...dyed hair, black and white hounds tooth pants with a white shirt and black vest! LOL
What brought this all on was, I noticed in my Yahoo IM you can do these plug in thingys. (Ok I mean I've seen them forever but tonight actually checked them out)and so I did the Yahoo plug in for their radio station. I clicked on all stations and saw 80's alternative, normally that means depeche mode and the cure...but they actually have played some real cool stuff! I haven't heard Yaz or Thompson Twins or the Cromags or Oingo Boingo or Soft Cell or Strawberry Switch blade (and if you know who they are, we are destined to be together!). I have heard Real Life, Cocteau Twins and Dream Academy which is quite impressive. In any case, I just started listening to it, so who knows...OMG the are playing OMD now!! (and that stands for??) Have a great Friday tomorrow... ;-) peace.

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Happy Hump Day!

Ok, I've Humped him before (ok not REALLY) but ya know what I mean. He is William Levy and yes he's somewhere in my archives and I think of him as a walking sin, because it really is a sin to be this beautiful! Enjoy! ;-) peace

But how do they taste?

Weird News Wednesday.

By Mica Rosenberg Wed Nov 14, 3:27 PM ET

GUATEMALA CITY (Reuters) - A tropical fish that lives in mangrove swamps across the Americas can survive out of water for months at a time, similar to how animals adapted to land millions of years ago, a new study shows.

The Mangrove Rivulus, a type of small tropical killifish, seeks refuge in shallow pools of water in crab burrows, coconut shells or even old beer cans in the tropical mangrove swamps of Belize, the United States and Brazil.

When their habitat dries up, they live on the land in logs, said Scott Taylor, a researcher at the Brevard County Environmentally Endangered Lands Program in central Florida.

The fish, whose scientific name is Rivulus marmoratus, can grow as large as three inches. They group together in logs hollowed out by insects and breathe air through their skin instead of their gills until they can find water again.

The scientific breakthrough came after a trip to Belize.

"We kicked over a log and the fish just came tumbling out," Taylor told Reuters in neighboring Guatemala by telephone. He said he will publish his study on the fish in The American Naturalist journal early next year.

In lab tests, Taylor said he found the fish can survive for up to 66 days out of water without eating, and their metabolism keeps functioning.


Some other fish can survive briefly out of water. The walking catfish found in Southeast Asia can wriggle over land for hours at a time, while lungfish found in Australia, Africa and South America can survive out of water, but only in a dormant state.

No other known fish can be out of water as long as the Mangrove Rivulus and remain active, according to Patricia Wright, a biologist at Canada's University of Guelph.

"They can survive for weeks without really dropping their metabolic rate. They remain relatively responsive and active for weeks in air," she said.

The fish may hold clues to how animals evolved over time.

"These animals live in an environment that is similar to conditions that existed millions of year ago, when animals began making the transition from water onto land," she added.

Surviving on land is not the only unusual behavior exhibited by the fish. They have both testes and ovaries and essentially clone themselves by laying their own, already fertilized eggs.

"This is probably the coolest fish around, not only do they have a very bizarre sex life, but they really don't meet standard behavioral criteria for fishes," said Taylor in a summary of his paper.

Monday, November 12, 2007


Ok so Chuck is getting better each week, I think. It's wacky but it's good. Heroes on the on the other hand, it kind of going the way of Lost second season (yes I know I watch to much TV!). It's to much reading now with the Hiro going back in time and the lady with the black tears!! Although I am wondering exactly what happens, well besides people dying. I'm watching Heroes now and it's giving me the chills!
Ok enough to that, is anybody else using Windows Vista? I'm wondering if it slows down anybody else's machine? I just got a new Vaio and it has Vista on it and it doesn't seem as fast as it should be? In any case, I'm having fun playing with my new toy and figuring things out. Hope everyone has a great week and I will blog very soon, 'cause I've had some random thoughts that keep coming up. :-) peace

Wednesday, November 7, 2007

Happy Hump Day!

Ok, so it's been a minute but I got a new laptop and I've been playing with it and Windows Vista. Also my brother was down this past weekend, so it's been all about Golf and Bowling. Oh and not to mention, I'm on season 4 of Charmed! So yeah been busy, ok not like "helping the world" busy...but busy in my own way. :-) So, on that note...can we just breathe and take a look at Hotness on this humpday!!? ;-) peace

Friday, November 2, 2007

My First Time... watching a TV episode on line on a laptop!! You pervs!! :-D So I missed Ugly Betty tonight and I know they show the episodes online after the show...soooo...I thought...well, beats waiting for the DVD. Ok, I ordered a laptop earlier this week and hope to get it tomorrow, my work laptop has what I think is a 12 or 13 inch scree and it's not HD or anything like that. I didn't want to wait until tomorrow though so I just gave it a try. Hmm..if you're lying in bed, in the dark, on your back and have the laptop on your your stuffed bulldog pillow on your's really not that bad. Especially with headphones, it's like surround sound!!
I'll keep ya updated. :)

Hmmm....commercials...guess we can't escape them even in cyber world eh? Liking this episode though! Feels weird to laugh in the dark...alone. *shiver*
Ok, ad is over.

Gio is kinda short.
Poor Henry and Betty, they can't have a real date!! Ewww, it is not almost 1:3O a.m.! 20 more minutes left.

LMAO, "you're about to hear a cough, that's me saying hello" from Betty "you're about to hear a sneeze, that's me, saying hello" from Henry. Then Gio says to Betty, "you're about to hear a gagging, that's me, gagging" LOL I almost woke my roomie up I think. I know this makes no sense to those who don't watch Ugly Betty, but hey...that's why it's my Wonderful World. :)

There are just as many commercials in the webstreaming then the TV version!

LMAO!! the gay son "you didn't last 'cause you got a big mouht" LOL

Great episode! My Tv Episode Via the Internet cherry has been popped! And you all thought it would be Heroes! Except I NEVER miss that show. Off to bed my brother is down this weekend, so it's all about golfing! Hope everyone has a good weekend!
;-) peace

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

I am a simple man...

...really, I know this. I like to think I'm educated and smart and hip and all that, but no...I'm not. I was walking back from FM7 today (Intel FM7=Building 7 in Folsom)that is where the cafeteria is located. So I'm walking back to my building and I get close to FM1 where I swipe my badge and I was thinking of Charmed and how I watched 13 episodes this past weekend!! I am so hooked! So as I swipe my badge to get into FM1 (building 1 in Folsom) I'm thinking why? Why do I like it so much?? Ok hot chicks and the pretty lights! When the blue orbs of fury leave the demons hands or the little bubble spray when Leo orbs, I love it!! I am simple!! I am attracted to shiny bright things! That is a horrible revelation about ones self! That is the same reason I saw Fantastic 4, Transformers, Eragon etc....special effects and the lights and magic!!
I mean I'm ok with it, but if I meet people and they ask "so what are you in to?" how do I say, um...kind of like a Miss America contestant...shiny pretty things!!? I mean, yes sure, I can talk about other things...but if that's my main obsession right now? that is soo not attractive. Then again, I am who I am...wear a shiny necklace and you soooo have my attention! ;-) Hope everyone has a great Halloween!!

Friday, October 26, 2007

Dear Prudence...

...a random thought here. I remember when this song was the shit, well with people who "were mod" I moved to New Mexico to go to school, I was 19...I was so afraid and felt so alone and so did not fit in. It was an all Indian School, but they were from the rez and had like 8th grade education, I graduated high school. I felt so out of place, I had a dorm room with 4 beds and I had two room mates, they were never night I missed Cali so bad, I missed my friends, I missed my life. I had this on tape and I had walkman "lol dating myself here" and I put this "tape" in and I remember dancing my ass off to this song! I cried and I was my alone time...and yeah, I felt so alone. Just me and this song, I will never forget it.

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

I just realized...

...I could never be a Vampire. I enjoy the sun to much! Was thinking about 30 Days of Night today (which I saw, gory!) and I was thinking of the Anne Rice books. I'm not sure I would want to outlive my family but I would like to fly all over the world whenever I wanted. I like the vampires in the Anne Rice books...they're so romantic and so powerful! I would miss the sun though, sometimes when I just feel down or don't feel well...I go and sit in the sun. It calms me and just makes me feel better. It's also nice to lay out with others. *grin* Happy Hump Day!

Monday, October 22, 2007

Gimme More...

...HILARIOUS!! How is everyone happy WW (Work Week)43! Yes, Intel has their own weeks and we are on WW43, I have been assimilated! Life is good, work is busy and I have some random thoughts to share. Although, before I could post those...someone sent me a video and through that video...I found this! LMAO! I guess this is a drag queen out of LA...this is great. You'll never think of Brit the same again (like one can), oh and Chris Crocker can SUCK IT! Britney Spears sucks, but not me...don't want my junk falling off! ;-) peace
p.s. Joce, this for you sweetie... :)

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Family Guy...

...PB AND J!! I love this, thanks Joce for showing it to me!

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I rarely, no, wait never.. anything first or controversial, but this...I haven't seen, and I have to say. I'm scurred, I saw this video and I was like WTF? First of all Kendall I'm sorry, no offense or anything but just needed to say what I had to say on this. First of all, "you can choose life or you can choose death?" um, I choose life...oooooh but if I don't choose Jesus, then I'm dead k, got it. They gonna talk about how "Mohamed can't set you free, Buddha can't set you free, but only Jesus can" ok come on now...isn't that a BIT opportunistic? I mean talk about recruiting! Then they are going to say the Devil is going to Hell, um isn't he the landlord? In my culture there is no devil or hell, then they say "but the Devil doesn't care if you're Buddhist or a Jehovah Witness, he just doesn't want you to be a born again Christian". So um, all you Buddhist and Jehova' going to Heaven, he don't want your souls. Then they say "we are living for God" no, no I'm not...God guides me (or whatever higher power you have) but He guides me and my life is free will, my life is mine given to me by my higher power. Then they do say "you're sins can be as white as snow"...ok, they come in colors? I hope mine are a rainbow. Anyways watch the video, express yourself...I honestly believe modern religion will fold upon it's self and collapse. Just like the Druids, most of the Wiccans and other religions that didn't have a PR rep did. I think there are more vids from these two, but really, I heard all I needed. ;-) peace (oh and when I say peace, I mean it, no strings attached).

..oh, and I would so DO the guy in the hat. :-D

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

Boston Legal

Ok, so I'm getting ready to put on a DVD 'cause they are backing up because of my addiction to TV, so before I put it in...I see Boston Legal on. I see Candice Bergen on the screen and I love her! So I watch and now, I just watched the whole damn show!! I am never going to get these DVD's, but I liked Boston Legal, it was smart, sexy and funny. Tonight's episode dealt with a soldier who did 30 years in the military and then came out (it was MEANT for me to become a Boston Legal fan) and Candice (or her character actually) just gave the best monologue about living in America and how we are supposed to be this Democratic superpower but of all the countries involved with NATO just us and Turkey discriminate gays in the military. It was really good. So now *sigh* I have another show I must watch. LOL I am so lazy...hope everyone is having a good week! ;-) peace

Saturday, October 13, 2007

It's All About the Eyes...

...been awhile since I posted some pretty eyes. Hope everyone is enjoying their weekend!!

Small Town Gay Bar...

...I just saw this documentary tonight. It was really really good! Kevin Smith produced it. It was sad, it was funny it makes me happy I live in Cali. It's about two small gay bars in rural Mississippi. Like really small towns! If you watch it, the gays there are so happy to have some place to go, it's like mecca for them. Um, I got like 10 places to go right now if I wanted to kick it with gay people. It kind of took me back to my teens when I was coming out, that feeling of acceptance. Only these people were not teens. Amazing how there are still gays out there who are not out to their friends and parents. That really sounded lame, but I've been in Cali since I was 13, when I came out. If you can, watch's on Netflix. ;-) peace

Thursday, October 11, 2007

Wagon Wheel...

Ok think of a wagon wheel...there is the center, that's me...and then the spokes..that's all my friends. Ok, I know a lot of people but they don't know each other, they may know OF each other but I don't have a group of friends. So tonight I was so upset, I posted this IM to friend (one of many) ok, I'm not mad. I'm not mad because my roomie got Kings tickets 4th row for tonights game from her GM at work. I'm not mad that she is a "on the bandwagon" fan. I'm not mad that her boyfriend doesn't even like Basketball and once said the Kings were a sissy team. SO I'M NOT MAD THAT SHE GOT THOSE TICKETS AND TOOK HIS SCRAGGLY MARRIED ASS TO THE GAME INSTEAD OF ME! I'm not mad, and I'm not going to say anything. Then she has the nerve to say to him "oh the gay is jealous"

Ok, after all that...she left me a B'day card in August before she left to London and it basically said, we will celebrate when I get back! Ok, would have been a GREAT b'day present! But she has a boyfriend now (who is not even a Kings fan) but girls are stupid. That's what I have to remember, um..yeah...that's what I have to remember. ;-) peace

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

Bionic Woman!

Does anyone else watch it? I think it gets better each week, although I think the blonde is a scene stealer and it's more about her. Which is cool 'cause ya know it get boring when it's just about ONE person all the time. Ok, time for Dirty Sexy Money! Lawd, I need a life... ;-) peace

Monday, October 8, 2007

Happy Columbus Day...NOT!!

LOL, I love this...maybe it's 'cause I'm Native American? Naw...he's still funny!!

Happy Columbus Day

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Songs of Sunday

Ok, I know it's past Sunday (technically) but this is the first time I got a chance to blog. Ok so the first song is Silverchair's "Straight Lines" I love this song. The lead singer is hella hot! Look at those eyes! Ok now the second song is also does he look different? Like he got some work did?? Anyways, hope everyone has a great week! ;-) peace

Ok now does he look the same?? Or is he just younger? but not as hot and not as hairy and not as sexy? Hmm...

Friday, October 5, 2007

Lindsay Lohan

Here is what I know about Lindsay Lohan...Fire Crotch, alkie, druggie, spoiled hollywood princess. Really, that's all I know, I never saw her movies, I think she had a song I liked. Well tonight I rented Georgia Rule with Jane Fonda, Felicity Huffman and Lindsay, it was really good. Here is where people can really be judgmental, I think of Lindsay as skanky ho (and maybe she is) but as an actress, she is really good. Oh, and I will lose my gay card over this...but she's hot! I think it's her husky voice. For my first "exposure" to Lindsay, I can just say...what a waste, really I hope she gets it together. Not like Brittany who has no talent and lets just let that mess go, I hope Lindsay gets the help she needs. Ok, kinda of a weird post...but felt it had to be said. ;-) peace

Tuesday, October 2, 2007

Queer Eye?

Is this show still on? I'm flipping and I see the Season Premiere! A Man Pageant? Hmm....straight guys in a pageant but still looking hot. I guess this is the last season of Queer Eye, dang...I missed so much because I thought it was cool like 3 years ago, when I thought it ended. ;-) peace!
Oh...and here is something pretty, 'cause it's been awhile!

Saturday, September 29, 2007

Do one good deed...

...I personally try everyday to do ONE good act of kindness. Obviously I hope I do more, but I consciously try and do at least one. Whether that be letting someone in front of me in traffic, if I'm grocery store shopping and I have a lot but the person behind me just has a bottle of water, I let them go through. Really, just one thing a day. I try, sometimes I do two! Sometimes I forget until I say my prayers and then I'm like, shit!
So that's why I really like these commercials. I know nothing about the company but I like the message the commercial sends. I think it's important, I mean when is the last time you witnessed a random act of kindness? It would be nice if the world was really this way, well I think it might could be. ;-) peace

Part 1

Part 2

Monday, September 24, 2007


Ok, my mind hurts! It's all a blur...did you see it? did you like it? Chills when I saw the previews for the rest of this season! I watched Chuck, then Heroes and now Journeyman...Mondays will be busy for me this season! Ok yes I put a lot of emphasis on TV and yes I could focus attention else where but hell, I work a lot! Tonight is a great night of TV, the new season starts...I got kudos at is wonderful. ;-) peace


Tonight is the the season premiere of the second season!! More later...

Sunday, September 23, 2007

Songs of Sunday

Howdy! Can I just say...that last night was my official last night out! Really, I'm to old...I don't wanna hear, your as young as you feel or age is just a number. No, I woke up with what I thought was a massive hangover, then I thought about it ('cause the mind is going too)I didn't drink that much, and, I don't drink hard alcohol. Just beer! So I'm like ok...then why do I feel like a truck not only ran over, but then backed up and did it again? My body hurt, I was nauseous, headache etc. but I didn't get drunk!!?? Well factor into the fact I'm usually in bed by midnight (and I think I'm cool, cause ALL my friend are in bed between 9 and 10). So I'm talking to Greg and I'm like, ya know...I tried to find an I got blitzed last night, but that wasn't the case. The case, was...I'm old and I stayed up way past my bedtime and not only that, but I was actually busy walking and being social and all of that after midnight. *sigh* I got into bed around 3:30 a.m.! Like normally the time I get up to pee!!
So Mecca, who is way younger than I am, felt the same way today, but she was shooting Tequila so, um...she has an excuse. The last time either one of us went out was on my birthday!
In any case, we were both a wreck this morning and I'm really thinking of like, joining a Bunko group on my Saturday nights! ;)

Today's videos is Mika's Big Girl video...I love the tune and the video is cute, well anything with Mika in it will be cute. ;-) Skinny bitch! (oh yes, I'm so a hater today!)
Have a great week everyone! ;-) peace

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Random Thoughts...

For the regular readers you know Random Thoughts are usually memories I have from childhood..... or yesterday. :) Today I was thinking of how I had to sit on my dads shoulders when we were walking through a field because of the grasshoppers, yes grasshoppers! They were swarming! My brother froze in the same field as I did, but I was able to run back to my dad and I rode his shoulders to go back and get my brother. Ok, we were like 6 and 3 at the time, so the field was probably our back yard! LOL no, it was a field and we were probably no more than a few feet from my dad but it seemed like miles. We went and got my brother and my dad picked him up too and I remember telling him was ok, I guess I felt strong 'cause I was on my dads shoulders. I don't have a lot of fond memories of my dad...but that's a good one. We get along ok now, but it is memories like that, that I truly treasure.
Happy Hump Day tomorrow. ;-) peace

Sunday, September 16, 2007

Golfing nut!

Ok, so I suck...I do...but then...then I get that one nice hit on the ball and hit the sweet spot and it's all worth slamming my club into the ground all the other times!! LOL Naw, I am getting better but this evening was just a real bad round! It was a new course though and I always do bad on a new course I've never been on (well not this bad!). Other than my aspirations to be a better golfer not much going on. I know I need to move as I'm really itching for my own place now but it's just matter of saving and looking and all that comes with moving. I'll miss my roomie though, we get along ok. People who play golf or so nice, it's like all about etiquette and I must say, it works. I golf alone (awww, poor me) and a lot of time if I'm waiting on a couple in front of me, if they don't ask me to play through ('cause as a single you go faster) they will ask me to play with them, like tonight. Great way to meet new people and also learn the sport of golfing from others. One of the perks? Hot guys like to golf!! LOL so um on that note, enjoy! Hope everyone has a great week! ;-) peace

Thursday, September 13, 2007

Perez Hilton

*sigh* I can't stand him, he's fat, he's ugly...he's just nasty but I'm watching his show on VH1, Perez sez about the VMA's. He says Britney is a train wreck (no argument here) but he is a train wreck! WHY CAN'T I TURN AWAY, WHY CAN'T I CHANGE THE CHANNEL? I'm so ashamed right now, I feel dirty, I need to flog myself like the albino in the Da Vinci Code! So since it's on VH1 and since his/her show is on 11-midnight...the next program on is Nocturnal State...VIDEOS!
The first video the night? One of my fave songs...Nickelbacks Rockstar! Why can artists say bitch on the radio waves but they can't drugs? You can say ho and ass and bitch, but you can't say drugs? Amazing. In any case...enjoy this many "stars" can you find in the video?

Was that Wayne Gretsky??

I love Paul Wall...anybody know who that is in the Vid?

Well if you don't here he is in a Brooke Hogan video...yum.

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Plumbing Problems... no, my plumbing is fine! Here is the thing, my roomie thinks that our bathroom smells like sewage and the toilet doesn't flush properly. I can't smell anything and the toilet flushes fine for me. She has been going back and forth with the landlord and we have a cheap landlord who doesn't want to pay for anything. So um, I just sit here and let them go at it. So my roomie is like, we need to tag team her in our tag team? It smells fine and the toilet flushes like every other one I have ever flushed, I would be lying! So I just basically say, well give me the script and I'll look at it and perhaps the tag team thing can happen. Now, I can't smell much at it really could smell bad...but I would like to think I could smell sewage! ;-) peace

Sunday, September 9, 2007

Robin Thicke

So I'm sitting here EXHAUSTED after golfing all weekend (I'm telling you Golf is the new crack!) Well at least for me...wait...I've never done crack, that didn't sound good. But you mean what I know! So N E ways...I'm on the couch, I want to put a DVD in but it's so far away and I can't reach it. The remote is SO much closer! So I grab it start flipping and fire up the laptop, the first thing I see on Yahoo is how Britney opened the MTV VMA's...and um...she kinda sucked. Well shit, I gotta check this out so I point the clicker to the VMA's, yes!! I catch the last couple minutes of her "opening" performance and it was roomie asked me later how it went and I responded "she looked like a fat cow caught in the headlights of a tractor!" I don't know why that came up first thing, but it did. Now ok, she has had two kids and I understand she's not as tight as she used to be, with that being said...don't wear a two piece! She looked dazed and confused and then she ran off the stage when her set was done! Ugh! Time to hit the pipe? dayum!!
Oh, got off one of the artists nominated for a VMA was Robin Thicke, ok, who knew his daddy was Alan Thicke from Growing Pains! I thought his dad was hot when I was growing up!! His son, is even finer!! So that's my pretty eye candy for tonight! ;-) peace

Saturday, September 1, 2007

I'm back...

...I had a great time in Oregon and I was so excited to try out my new clubs. I mean my game sucked, but at least it sucked with my own brand new clubs! Which are now dirty by the way...I need to clean them. My brother and cousin are coming down in a few weeks, so by then...I need to get my "A" game going....or...get a game going. I'm going to go to the driving range at least twice a week and go and play 9 holes on the weekends. I'll probably have to go by myself but that's ok, I want to get better. Work is going to pick up again as I'm being assigned to work with a new team who have a lot for me to do. So that's good, I'm also cutting back on the amount of time I put it with this job. My brothers life in Oregon was just so peaceful and laid back that I realized how hurried and stressed I am. Don't get me wrong, my brother can keep his little coastal town of 6,500 people, I need my freeways, traffic jams and the occasional helicopter flying over head with a searchlight! Although, I'm sure I can attain a work/life balance that is both productive and not so stressful. All in all it was a good trip and I'm glad I went and I'm anxious to get back on the course and work on my swing. I took some photos and posted them on MySpace, feel free to check them out. Can I just say that all the photos were taken with my 2 megapixel Nokia phone and I must say they look pretty darn good for a camera phone!! Well, I didn't get service up um it was just a camera for the duration of my trip! ;-) peace

Sunday, August 26, 2007

On Vacation!

Hey All...sorry, been on vacation the past couple days and will be until Wednesday. I'm in Oregon with my brother playing golf and bowling and enjoying the beach! Be back soon!! With Lots to tell! ;-) peace

Thursday, August 23, 2007

Random Thoughts...

...So here in Rancho Cordova, CA for some reason there is a big Russian with that. I live around the corner from a park/school and the other day I was on my way to work and I stopped at the stop sign in front of the park. I looked over and there were 3 old(er) Russian women, complete with scarves and dresses and sweaters. Well two started running across the park and they were racing and laughing and the third one watched and clapped them on. So I'm sitting there watching them and the two ladies are laughing and smiling as they race each other! For real...they were OLD and I don't meant like 50 but older, like you wouldn't expect them to move that fast. Well not that they were, but it was just so...enlightening? I'm on my way to work...I'm thinking of this meeting I have to be on, I'm wondering if I paid my insurance for this month and I'm tired 'cause I tossed and turned all night. One of my credit cards lost my payment and my car is running a bit rough...all this BAGGAGE I'm carrying!! And here are these older woman racing in the park with their granddaughters watching and they are laughing and smiling...big boobs sloshing side to side...head scarves blowing in the wind. I forgot all my problems right then, and I wondered about their life. I had seen them in the neighborhood before, heard them speaking Russian walking their grandkids to the school around the corner. What have THEY been through...where did THEY come from and how was it for them to leave where THEY came from? I, not small but just humbled. Yes, I have a lot going on, I have baggage, I have stress and I've been through some shit myself. The questions I asked myself? When is the last time I raced someone through a park and laughed while doing it? When was the last time I expressed just pure joy, like they were doing? It was hilarious to watch but at the same time...just so...pure...pure goodness. It was Wonderful. ;-) peace

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

America's got Talent winner!

Terry Fator won! He is the ventriloquist who does impersonations. This is the first video where he won me over. It's just amazing, ok it's one thing to do ventriloquism but to do impersonations?! It's just amazing. On another note, I'm kind of proud of the American people...I am a reality TV junkie, yes I am. So you think you can dance...I so thought Neil would win because let's face it, he is hot!! Sabra won though and she should have...I also thought people would vote for Cas Haley because he's been singing for so long and he has a baby and wife. Okay, great...fine...and he is wonderful performer but I thought he was tugging at America's heartstrings, I'm so glad America voted for the true talent! Oh don't worry about Cas, he'll get a record deal 'cause he is awesome also! So without further ado...and this isn't even his best...but it was the performance that first awed me...America's new favorite act...Terry Fator!!
;-) peace

Friday, August 17, 2007

My Friday night

I'm 30 something years old, it's Friday night and this is what I'm watching! I'm a nerd, I KNOW this! lol, but I'm ok with it, hope everyone is having a good Friday night! lol ;-) peace

Thursday, August 16, 2007


YES, she won So You Think You Can Dance! she was the best dancer by far! I love when things go the way I want them! Oh, wait..not about me.. :) congrats Sabra! ;-) peace

The Final Two

Sabra and Danny! They are the best dancers but I thought Neil was going to win 'cause he is hella cute, glad America voted the right way! Yes, I'm a nerd. One more post...for the WINNER!

I'm such a nerd...

...does anyone watch So You Think You Can Dance?! Tonight is the season finale and I'm like sniffling! For real...I've been watching since the beginning and the top 20 are back on and all my favorite dances are being danced again as well as my favorite performers! It's like a trip down dance memory lane!!
Yes, it's little non-important things like this that excite me and make me happy! LOL
I'm so simple... ;-) peace

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

I just wanted something pretty!

B'day was good, work is good, everything is Wonderful...let's just look at hot men ok?! Nothing political, heartfelt or socially aware...just cute hot men! ;-) peace