Abs

One of the TT's (Trending Topics) on Twitter is Flat Stomach Appreciation Day, #FlatStomachAppreciationDay LOL So I figured that's a good muse for an abs post. I also included my own stomach, not ab worthy, but it's flat. Haha.

Brother was down this past weekend and took his car back. No worries, he needed it, and I'm lucky I got to use it as long as I did. My friends will take me back and forth to school, which btw is down to under 90 days left before I graduate!

There are 2 bus routes in my neighborhood, they only run M-F and not very late, but I'm going to take one today to see where it goes, and check out where I can apply for a job at. Yes, trying to stay optimistic, and productive. Although I have a lot of HW to catch up on, but I'm sure I will before Saturday rolls around.

Hope you all have a great week! ;) peace

Thanksgiving

Was typical, cold, dreary, drizzly, and alone. No one thought to come get me for dinner, I don't really blame anyone though, it's an hour drive each way. My one cousin who lives close by was too stoned to go get something to eat, I know, ironic. So I took myself to Panda Express. Came home, watched my shows (I love Happy Endings!) and read a chapter for school. I wanted to go see Breaking Dawn, but once I started walking, I just kept walking, and thinking.

I'm really hurt that my brother didn't come pick me up for dinner, I'm really hurt that my mom didn't TELL him to, like she has done with me in the past. I'm really hurt my mom had the AUDACITY to call me up and tell me how good everything was. WTF!!?? She told me she put leftovers away for me, and I just kinda flipped out on her. Told her this family sucks, when I'm doing good, everyone wants something from me, rides, money, favors, but now that I'm down and out on unemployment and going to school, suddenly I'm not worthy of an hour drive? A "go get your brother"?

Sorry, I'm acting like a spoiled brat, my feelings are just hurt. So after my rant she says "so you're saying you don't want your leftovers?". *sigh* I told her I don't care, my bro hasn't even texted me since he's been down to let me know if we're still on for Saturday, and me going back with them to pick up his car. I'm extremely hurt he didn't offer it back in April when my car died, but once again, he doesn't HAVE to, but I would have for him without a second thought.

Today's reflection while walking around, was wondering if I'm adopted. LOL! Seriously, I like to think I'm a good person, I always help others when I can, I TRY not to judge, I basically just try to do the right thing. And then there's my family, haha, how am I even related to them! They're nothing like me, they're gossipy, and judgmental, and will turn on you in a moment's notice! I mean I'm not even close to being perfect, but sometimes I wonder how I turned out like I did, and they are the way they are. I think it's exposure to life. I've seen things, I've experienced many things, I've traveled, I've taken chances, I've taken risks, I've lived. My family has been stuck. My brother has only lived 2 places (here, and a small town in Oregon) as an adult, and has had one job, my sister has never lived more than 20 miles from my parent's city. She's also a drug addict, and homeless, but that's a whole different post. My parents, well it was the rez, then Rapid City, then The Bay Area, then when where they live now, for the past 20 years or so. And my younger brother? Also, never left, lives in the next city over from my parents, and I think he's bipolar, we don't talk.

I think if you live in a small world, you will have a small mind. I'm sure that's not the general rule for everyone, but I think it applies to my family. Same with my California cousin's, all of them have never lived anywhere but here in Cali, most of them have only lived in a few places their whole lives. I've lived in 6 states and one other country! Haha. I dunno, they just kinda bummed me out today, my whole family, extended also.

I kind of want to tell my brother to shove it, and I don't need his car, and then figure something out for next term. I can't keep having the guys take me to and from school. They are great though for volunteering, and doing that. Heck my brother may even change his mind, and not let me use the car. If so I have a backup plan. My mantra is "I'll make it work". I always have, and always will.

So while today I'm supposed to give thanks to things I'm thankful for, like friends and family, F that. Haha, I only have me in this world, so I'm thankful for me and how I've never given up, how I haven't become a Native statistic like so many people I went to Jr. High with, and that despite all this crap right now, I still keep it positive. I'll always find a way, and I still believe in people...even the ones I want to disown. :p

I'm also thankful for the kindness of strangers, people I've never met who tell me they believe in me, or that everything will work out. My TwitFam, my blog readers, you are definitely my rock, my cheering section, and I thank you for your kinds words. Much peace and love, and I hope all of you had a great Thanksgiving!
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Songs of Sunday

This goes out to my tweep @skd3121 on Twitter. It sucks right now, but he'll get there. Hugz to him! Hope everyone has a great week! ;) peace

Beautiful

Like I shared with my Tweeps on Twitter!
What a week! In a nutshell, I was in danger of not passing my math class, this in turn would have prevented me from moving on to 2nd year with the guys. Putting me off until October to start 2nd year! I had to pass my final tonight. Not only did I pass it, I got a a 98%!! ME?! An A, on a math test?! Never! I seriously do not think I've ever got an A on a math test. So I am extremely relieved, and a bit emotional. There's a lot behind passing my first year. I'm not good at committing to things, which is why I have credits from like 4 different colleges, and have lived in MOST of the Western states this side of the Mississippi river. So to buckle down, and actually complete my first year with an impressive GPA, wow. I'm a bit proud of me.

Thanks to all who have given me such support. I appreciate the "you're smart, Leo" comments, but uh, I don't know. I struggled! lol Now I can show ya how to hustle on the street and turn .50 cents into a dollar, but academic smarts? I'm not sure, street smarts yeah. In any case, first year is over, I'm exhausted from being so tense this week, and not to mention today. I studied for like 5 hours today! Paid off though. So it's time for Beautiful, you normally would get Joseph Sayers on such a milestone event, but I'm too tired to Google any recent pics. :) Oh, and I want to leave you with how I lost 2 points. y= .5 + 2.55 SHOULD HAVE read y= .5x + 2.55 LOL! Isn't that B.S.? I wanted to argue, but uh, I kept my mouth shut, and was just grateful I passed!

Oh to make the ending of my first year even better, I'm spending it with my cuz in S.F. tomorrow! woot woot! Enjoy! ;) peace

Tease

So my presentation is whack. Like, it's bad, I don't even wanna hear that it's not. I know, I didn't put the effort into it. Here is what happened. Last week, we were told to write down 3 topics, a person (could be fictional), a place or event, and something abstract...like, glue. So I picked, Red Cloud (Lakota Chief), Sturgis Rally (event in the Black Hills, I've been), and golf balls. Right? All stuff I'm in to! Well she asked that we hand them in, so we did, and then she re-distributed them back to us randomly!! ugh! I got Matt's, which was Luke Skywalker, Pearl Harbor, and sunglasses. *sigh* We were to pick one topic. I have no interest in any of those! If you don't have interest, it's hard to get into research. So anyways, I thought I'd be creative, and I touched base on all 3 with an emphasis on Pearl Harbor, the city, not the event...because that's just been done too many times. And, I don't know, I don't think it came together at all, and it's lame. Our grading is mostly how WE present it, as opposed to the actual slide show, so we'll see.

Thanks to Becullen from Twitter, it turns out I have a certain pair of shorts that um, well...they represent my "junk" quite well. It's my Twitter avi. *sigh* This blog has just went in a whole new direction. I had no idea, but now that I do know, I'm using it! In any case, so I'm wearing those shorts tomorrow, a tight t-shirt, preferably a bit see through, and will flirt shamelessly with my teacher in the hopes she loses focus on my lame presentation while I'm up there! It's a desperate bid, but my presentation calls for desperate action!

So enjoy the tease I hope to give tomorrow! Hope everyone had a great holiday and has an even better week! ;) peace

Twitter Hotness

One of my followers graciously let me use these pics, after I asked him if I could post the first pic. He goes by Hals(@_hals_) on Twitter. He's a sweetie and I thank him for sharing his hot self with the rest of us! You can check out his Tumblr here. Hugz to Hals! ;) peace

Battle of the Bands

One of my Tweeps on Twitter is in a band and I guess they are going to battle! Please check them out and vote! Just put your mouse over Comfort In The End (no jokes, they are sweet kids!) and go vote for them, in return I promise to keep hot men, and my mindless rambling, going on this blog (mostly hot men)! ;) peace

Gay Teen Suicide

It will get better.
So if you're a regular reader you know the gay mafia is always on the brink of taking my gay card! I'm not a part of the gay community, have no gay friends, I have had gay men tell me I'm "less than" because I like sports and cars and not shopping and theater, so yeah. Not a big fan of gay people. I'm not a self hater, I'm out, loud and proud and don't deny who I am, to anyone. So based on that you rarely see gay rights posts by me or actually, other than hot guys, anything gay related.

Well there is one thing that touches me amongst gay people, gay teen suicide. I had it easy coming out so I don't get it. I don't get how you could end your life, because people don't like you. It really touches me, especially the Matthew Shepard story, man, that gets me so mad...so angry. Well of course, I didn't know there were 4 highly publicized gay suicides last month, I knew of one but I guess there were a few more. Probably more than that, that didn't make the news, so I dunno I just felt I had to blog about it. I think most of my readers are straight women, lol! So cool with that, but if I perchance have any gay young readers and you are thinking of suicide, I fucking dare you to email me and tell me how you feel. Yeah I said it, I dare you, because you are not alone and suicide ends nothing but the happiness you will eventually feel for being who you are! You are not the weak one, you are not the weird one, you are not the one who "doesn't fit", you are who you are supposed to be. It's all of those people who are ignorant and haters who have the issues, you know who you are, do you really think YOU have the issues? lolz you don't. Think about it, you are the one who has their shit together. Take that to heart. I'm gonna leave you with a video by a dude who is pretty cool, he's a talented artist (he's hot) he makes sense in this YouTube vid and listen to him, he's talking the truth. It does get better! And whether you do the whole gay lifestyle and do gay pride and gay bars and gay friends, or, just prefer to be out, loud and proud and play sports and work on your 66 mustang, either way...you are okay and accepted. Gay doesn't have to be what you see on TV, I don't fit into that and I think I've been doing fine, for a long time! Enjoy Angelo's video he's a cool dude and he has a great singing voice, do a search on Twitter! ;)

Hodgepodge

So a Twitter friend and I are thinking of calling my "saga" at school Leo's Anatomy! LOL. With the usual characters, Hottie, Hot New Guy, Stoner Joshua, Jessica and a few others I'll introduce as the days go by. I think it'll be a good de-stresser to tweet this stuff. So please follow me on Twitter (WonderfulLeo) and of course I'll post updates here, but probably won't be in as much detail. Hottie text me last night wondering if Jessica will even talk to him (hello you're hot) I said of course she will. He will need some fine tuning by me but I think I can hook them up. I almost came out to him last night, but he wasn't getting it. ugh! Hello, everyone knows the way to a girls phone number is through their gay friend! Oh wait, that means I need to come out to Jess huh? Hmmm...shall be interesting. No, this will not affect my school work. LOL Just a fun past time on the side. Although if you see me posting B's, tell me to stop! LOL
Enjoy! ;) peace

Twitter so uncool

Just tweeted this: WonderfulLeo
RT @shanebacon: Lane Kiffin should suck aids-induced penises.<--so uncool I just unfollowed. Dude we're not in the 6th grade anymore.

Really? Grow the fuck up dude.

Sucks because he was a good golf writer. Big fish small pond dude.

Can you see the word?

I follow a dude on Twitter who is an artist but I can't see the word in this pic. You are looking for SIEMPRE. Do you see it? ;) peace

Beautiful-Angelo

Normally I post Beautiful and then quietly slip away for all to enjoy. This post is a bit different though, I actually follow this dude on Twitter and he was really cool when I asked if I could post his pics. This is Angelo and he is an artist who has released some really great music. You can tell music is his life because he definitely could have modeled! Most of you know I'm a leg guy and he has gorgeous legs! So, glad he doesn't shave them like most gay guys do! LOL
Okay, enjoy the pics and and check out Angelo's site (and follow him on Twitter angelodago) and support him and I personally wish him the best in his musical career and thank him for his permission to post these Beautiful pictures. I believe most of these photo's were taken by Eric Scot who also has a great site with some great pics, truly Beautiful, he can also be followed on Twitter (EricScotPhoto). ;) peace

Twitter followers/Random

Can some of my blog readers (you know who you 10 are) :) follow me on Twitter please!? I enjoy the Twitter pals I currently have but I need more gay followers, it's sad when I Tweet about meeting a hot guy, or dating, or something gay related and I just get deafening silence back. LOL You can click the link to the left or just search wonderfulleo, random blog, random pics from different categories. Enjoy!
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P.S. I would be UBER impressed if anybody named all the categories, there is one pic from each category that I post on here. A hint is they are in alphabetical order, reverse. Don't bother checking the tags, I already thought of that! LOL ;)

Dads in Short Shorts!

Thanks to a tweets from @angelodago @issarged I found this great blog! which is where I found this hot dad! Enjoy! ;) peace

Tweeting from Space!

Oh come on, ya gotta follow that!! Astronaut TJ Creamer on Twitter.

Today was an okay day, I tried to take a walk with my nieces to the beach but half way through our journey...it frickened rain! I'm like really? The weather can't be consistent for like an hour! ugh! So we walked (ran) back and now it's quit raining so we are contemplating another walk up the street to the grocery store...just to get out. ;)peace

Twitter

Um, yes I joined. I deleted my Facebook account awhile ago AND THEN OF COURSE it became popular *sigh*....I'm either ahead of the times or way behind...lol. In my defense I do Twitter A LOT more than I blog! If you Twitter, search for me with user name oglalaboy.
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