Monday, February 28, 2011
Oh, before I forget...in order to get my first certification in IT (A+ cert), I need to pass my school's practice cert with a 95% or better...twice. While this is why I'm going to school, this term hasn't been that important to me tech-wise because of all my other classes. Well now I've got like 2 weeks to get two certs, and I think I'm the last in my class to qualify for the actual A+ Cert. Today, I took my first school cert and passed, so at some point this week I have to do that again and then schedule myself for my 701 A+ cert. I ALSO have to do my 702 A+ cert, in the next two weeks (while passing my school's practice 702 A+ cert, first, twice) and I have yet to study for that. Will I do it? I sure as heck hope so, I'm not stressing like everyone else because, I just have a feeling I'll be okay. I'm good at this. Sorry if none of that made sense, it's kinda hard to explain. haha! :)
Today my buddy at school told me to take the school cert, he said I was ready for it. I told him I wasn't confident enough to do that, he said "You're like one of the top students in all of our tech classes...you are ready." So I had to turn around my way of approaching the school's practice cert test. It's the same "learning mode" test(s) I've been practicing, only now it will be in my school's "practice cert mode". Once I did that, I did great and like I said, I passed. Let's hope I can do it again this week!
Uh, not so much the Earth...as myself. :D Naw, I think we'll be fine. ;) peace
Sunday, February 27, 2011
Yes this is another JJ video, he's so good! Enjoy! ;) peace
Saturday, February 26, 2011
Friday, February 25, 2011
Thursday, February 24, 2011
So based on that, I am grateful I have place to lay my head tonight (for those who have followed me for awhile, you know I was homeless), I'm grateful I'm in school and I am grateful for a lot...but...damn, today was just awful! I'm still here though and still thinking as many good thoughts as I can. I needed a laugh, so you know I had to turn to GloZell. She makes me laugh.
I am beat and I know Eyre will say something sweet (but I want the truth), I totally went back and looked for comma splices...how did I do? #schoolismessingwithmyhead
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
Monday, February 21, 2011
My favorite video of his, is this one. Most of you know that, I love the song, I love the editing and the story line he creates with his images.
Start of Something.
Well JJ put out a new video that is a modern, sexy version of Start of Something Good. I love the song, I love the editing and the men...so hot! The song is Adam Lambert -Fever, and wow, he has outdone himself. Please check out his channels. He's amazing and he's also the sweetest guy. Thank you JJ, you make me smile. hugz ;) peace
Sunday, February 20, 2011
Saturday, February 19, 2011
Friday, February 18, 2011
Also, years ago, I went to college in New Mexico near Albuquerque. It was an all Indian college, and it was my first time away from my family, and to say it was scary for me is an understatement. While I was there I met a girl, her name was Monica and she was the prettiest girl on campus. She had a boyfriend though, he lived off campus and he would come pick her up on the weekends. Monica and I got very close, fast. Yes, I was gay but there was something about her that caught my attention. She was sexy and fun, and so self confident. Like me, she didn't want to be another "Native cliche". She was determined to better herself. She was also Apache and she sure had a wild side. We flirted like crazy at first, and then later we would just stay up and talk for hours, often cuddling while we talked. We never "went there" but she was definitely ready if I ever wanted to make my move. Her and her boyfriend broke up and we started seeing each other, to this day I don't know if I'm the reason...they had problems way before I entered the picture. She always said I wasn't, because I kept telling her I didn't want to be the reason.
One Saturday after lunch we went back to our respective dorm rooms to take a nap. The night before, we had stayed up really late just talking and laughing. During my nap I had this dream where she and I were being chased by aliens. We were on the beach and they chased into a cave, they wanted to take her from me and I wouldn't let her go. We found an exit and all of sudden there was a bunch of hay there and it caught on fire and Monica screamed because our exit was blocked. I remember stopping and just looking at her and telling her, it'll be okay, I wasn't going to let them take her. I think finally after more running and dodging I just woke up.
I layed there on the bed and all I could think of was Monica but I couldn't move, the dream was so intense...not the details of what happened but the strength of the emotions I was feeling. Fear, strength, love, anger...so intense. After a few minutes there was a knock on my door, it was Monica. She was crying and I just hugged her, and told her it would be okay. I knew, I just felt it (wow, I'm kinda tearing up right now) that she had the same dream. She started telling me she had this dream and her and I were being chased by aliens, and they were trying to take her, and we found an exit but all of a sudden there was hay there and it caught on fire. After I finally calmed her down, we both described our dreams and they were exactly the same. Even the point where we both woke up was the same.
I told her about the Sea of Tranquility and she just cried. We both kinda knew we wouldn't be together, but now we would ALWAYS have that moment.
I left the school for various reasons a short time later, we did keep in touch for awhile after that. I'm not sure what happened but her tone changed after I left, I tried to be encouraging and supportive but last I heard I think she had eventually dropped out of school, moved back to the rez and had gotten pregnant. Although, I heard that from a girl who had a crush on me while I was there and was jealous of Monica. They were all jealous of Monica though, why she ever picked me I do not know. She remembers the first time she saw,haha. I started the semester late so when they took roll and I said "here", she didn't know who I was. She said remembers looking down the row to where I was sitting and seeing a handsome boy with the saddest, yet kindest eyes and she knew she needed to know me. She also said I looked scared! LOL, I probably did.
Not sure what brought that memory up today, but it's one of my favorites. ;) peace
p.s. I also dated a psycho Eskimo girl while I was there, that b*tch was crazy! But that is for another time.
Thursday, February 17, 2011
I have a ton of homework for the 4 day weekend, so not looking forward to that. On the other hand, I am completely caught up on The Vampire Diaries! So that distraction from doing my school work, is gone. Hey, I can easily be led astray, at least I admit it. ;) So enjoy the BW Pics, was much like my day...well without the hotness. ;) peace
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
Really Sylvia? LOL. FOOD!! haha . ;)
hi Leo... How are you doing? Do you know navin? He refers me to you.. hope we could talk more about life.. :)
I do know Navin and you are more than welcome to talk to me about whatever you need to. Do you have my email address? I think it's in my blogger profile. ;) peace